LOVEs OF MY LIFE

First of all, WARNING: THIS POST IS NOT ABOUT MAN OF MY LIFE. r.o.t.f.l.o.l
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heh... mentioning Cherating in my previous post comment, it just provoked some nostalgia. Really missing those GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD times with my 3 bestest friends. So this post is specially dedicated to three of them.
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YING being the longest and best friend of my lifetime. Ehehe... she's alr 20 yrs old n 12 days and that, till today, we have been friends for 20 YEARS n 12 DAYS. Such an amazing bond has been built and I cherish every single moment with her beside me. Sorry yea girl I used to steal ur food whenever I alr finished mine in those toddler years. ehehe... pai seh. She's now in Uni of Wisconcin, US. Sooo far away, yet I feel her soo close to my heart.

YEE ler, she stays in the same neighbourhood as Ying. Been friends with her for more than 15 years, since kindergarten. Hehe... 3 of us, me, ying n yee used to sit together in the class back then. and owh yea, there was this another boy (i forgot his name) sat beside me who keep salivating all the time. I have the pix dated 20th Oct 1991 (three of us plus that lil' boy). Really can't recall his name. Hope he din come across this or else he will prolly bash me up when he sees me around Cukai in this few months. Touch wood! haha... and Yee is now in Uni of Nottingham, KL bounding for UK next year. Catching up with her very soon! Can't wait... Yee, I always have faith in you. ;)
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EN lived in my neighbourhood when I was around 3 to 4 years old and later moved away to another neighbourhood. I always remember her as a cute petit girl (with long hair) pedalling her small bike quickly around the taman. I have always admire her black luscious long mane. Till now, they are still as beautiful as before... She has her own secret regime to keep those hair shiny and naturally straight. I am just too lazy to follow. haha... Known her for about 13 years liao lu. En is currently in Uni of Nottingham, UK doing the same course as me, Pharmacy. Had a good long chat with her few days back... so warm n lovely. En, I am missing your warm peck on the cheek everytime before bidding goodbye.
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Me, Ying, En n Yee was in the same primary n secondary school, proudly SKSI and SMKSI II. All in all, FOUR of us has been best of friends for more than a decade and still going strong! hehee... Our friendship is the most amazing gift of my lifetime. I MISS THEM SO SO SO MUCH! and I am very proud of each of them... We did it gals! Also would like to thank them from the bottom of my heart for being with me through all my ups n downs (esp my darkest year in f4). I love you gals.
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Here, i post the lastest photo of all four of us which was taken last year before Ying left for US. Those pix was taken in Cherating around 8 something in the morning! mmmmmm... missing those moments..

1. From left: Me, Yee, En and Ying with beau morning surrounds @ Cherating
2. From left: Ying, Yee, Me and En @ Ratna Pippin yard
3. Me and Yee
4. Me and En

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Back to home on 29th.

Curent Status : BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BOREDBORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BOREDBORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BOREDBORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BOREDBORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED

I am soooooooooo boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedddddddddddddddddddddddddd...

Can anyone tell me WHAT CAN I DO??????

I am missing all the fun and life in CS. :S

Post Exam Anxiety

On 7th Nov, I self-diagnosed myself as having Post-Exam Anxiety which is a weird thing cos I don't encounter that before neither do I suffered from Pre-Exam nor Exam Anxiety. Anyhow, I have alr recovered from that, thanks to my self-prescibed treatment.
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Nah, i wasn't on any medication although I learnt from my DIP (Drugs in Profile) tasks that Diazepam is used for anxiety management. LOL...
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The treatment is sooo effective that i just need a session of it to alleviate my anxiety. Ahaha... no Pharmacology, Pharmacokinetics or Pharma-wat-so-ever are applied here. Girls are the best in this. The therapy? - SHOPPING.
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Anyway, the terminology was then modified to better sounding, more professional and more accurate:
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.................................................................. "RETAIL THERAPY"
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I strongly recommend this mode of treatment to anyone who are also encountering such anxiety albeit I am just a first year pharm stud. I don't think I got it wrong this time, cause one good thing is, it doesn't cause any adverse effects although your cash will be flowing out. But it is way way better that you got new input to your wardrobe collections than using those $$$ to pay for the medication! Yet, not only its safe mode of action is an advantage, it even brings about positive side-effect- forge your ties with your other girlfriends + happiness.

Here is the monograph of Retail Therapy:

RETAIL THERAPY

Indication................: Short-term treatment of Post Exam Anxiety
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Adverse effect.........: Nil
.................................. Aching feet (rare)
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*Side effects...........: Positive;
...................................Happy, gay, forge ties with friends
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Dosage................. : Take when necessary
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Patient counselling : If notice a hole in your pocket, stop treatment immediately. It is a sign of

...................................overdosage.
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Cost .....................: Flexible

it's O-V-E-R

Yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally finally finally.... exam over liaoooooooooooo!! gonna lepak till 22nd. Wooooohooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!

... FAT? ...

Hmmm... I add this another pix for comparison...

Before : Pix taken on 13th March 2005

7 months later...

Somebody says I am FAT liao... DO i look really FAT alr? Prolly standing beside pretty Mel makes me look like a FLABBY ball. But then the fact remains that I DO grow fatter since I came.

Btw, that's the pix I took with Mel aft the Flare Dance Essemble last Friday. The show was AWESOMEeeeeeeeee!!! Definitely will be there again next year! Prolly in the show *wink wink*.

Flare flare flare flare... la la la la la...

brrrrrrrrrrrr... friday again. Yet another week has GONE. whops... I should be studying now, yea? wat am I doing here? ahaha... lazy lorrrrr.. wat else. Lil' excited now... goin for "Flare Dance Essemble" at Melbourne Uni Union Theatre tonight... 7.30pm... Wheeeeee!!!
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Well well well, got a "mini mission" to be accomplished during the show tonite:
Spot Mel, and video-ed her! muahhahahaaa... the girl in yellow raincoat that covers her sexy outfit...*wink wink* she's gonna undo the raincoat! feeeeeee witttt!!!! You GO girl!
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Gonna enjoy the production tonight~~~~ AND....
... ... ... ... I am signing up for flare dance next yearrrrrrr!!!

OUR first time...

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Took place yesterday... It was around 2 something in the aftnoon. Was looking forward for the pleasure when it ends. mmmmm.... after months... finally the day came.

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... "Look, this is my first time and this is yours too. So, lets take it slowly, k?", he said. I* nodded.

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and it went on for THREE hours...

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I was overwhelmed by the sense of relaxation when it finally ends. Everything went on well eventhough there are a lil' mess at times.

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The sequence of the events still remain fresh in my mind (as in until today)... and I have one thing to share with everyone... but before that I would like to ...

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MUAHHHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAAAHHAAAAAAAAA... (LOL + ROF)

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hmmm... wat r u guys thinking?? ok ok... whatever is it... I wanna share something that I came across during 'that' time yesterday.

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mmmmm... cocoa butter... and yea, we DID play with cocoa... it smells really gOOd and i was way way tempted to lick em' all. hahahaha

alright alright, I wanna share this

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"Cocoa butter is innocuous, bland, and non reactive and melts at body temperature. These desirable properties were widely used by pharmacist as a suppository base and are used by confectioners who make premium chocolate products."

.......................................................................................................Capuano & Iskander, 2005

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So, basically in short, the interesting fact of the day (yesterday) is:

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........................."People use to stick cocoa butter up the butt with drug in it."

...........................................................................................................Kye, 2005.

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That was what I learnt from that 'time' yesterday.

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Phewwww... no more Pharmaceutical Chem practical for the rest of the year.

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and as a Summary,

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Yesterday was the last day for Pharm Chem practical for this sem. And yesterday's prac was the longest of all. We melted the choc, moulded it, watch video, discuss n etc... it was a really long one. Plus, that prac used to be under Jo's (demonstrator) supervision. But she wasn't available in the aftnoon so Kye took over and he had no single idea how it is gonna be like. Anyway, **all of us went through the whole prac with loads and loads of patience. Bwahahahahaha!

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*It is supposed to be 'We'... We nodded.

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and oh ya, we were made to sign a declaration form...

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Here is how it went like:

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"I promise that I won't eat those chocholates- Those that are used during this session, here in this lab." Nah... it didn't sound that way. I rephrased it. blek! But it meant the same...

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Glossary:

Suppository = a solid dose form of medication for insertion into the rectum

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Current Song : Cinta di akhir garisan (NIng Baizura, Nora & Ziana Zain)

Current Book : A bite of 'Lipstick Jungle' by Candace Bushnell

3 MORE WEEKS!!!!!!!!

It's over... it's over... *sob* *sob*... IT'S OVErrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

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aaaaaaaaaaa.... BREAK over dee!!!!!!

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Damn... exams begining VERY soon. Starting with Pharmaceutical Chemistry practical test next Wednesday, followed by Pharmacy Practice practical test the following wednesday and then Physiology prac review on friday of that week. :S arggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! AND worst part... final exams is the week after physio prac review... which is NEXT NEXT NEXT week! OMG OMG OMG OMG... 3 more weeks... exactly! but came to think about the coming summer holiday... Whheeeeeeeee!!!!!!! hehe...

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I WANT TO TAKE A BIG BIG BREAK FROM EVERYTHING!!! e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g. food. excluded.

I am just so so TIRED... so desparate to go back to the serene beach that captured thousands memories of childhood and adolescence. Miss those days with no worries, young and gay... Miss my bestest friends dearly... days with them are full of joy, endless gossips, jokes and pranks! now. all by own. UK. US. AUS. M'SIA. Counting on the dayS. reunite. 3 years more... :( At once I just wish to reverse the time... back to good-old-school days... but then I wish to speed up the time too... just want to get over these excruciating years of studies, studies, studies. exams. exams. exams. assignments. assignments. assignments. STRESS. STRESS. STRESSssssssssssssssss.

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20years old... I totally agree with Chole. Her 'quater-life-crisis' theory is nothing but the truth...

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haizzzzzzz...

Almost OVER but not yet... :P

Friday. HOLIDAY almost over. Nothing much happen this break... not as fun n packed like winter break... was cooking, baking and eating non-stop during last winter break.

What I did this break:
1. Online online online online... da da da da da...
2. Sunday outing: Visited the temple n shopping at Boxhill
3. Lazing around at my apartment
4. Too lazy to study (but i manage to do some... hehe) ;)
5. Baked Cheesecake. mmmmmm.... I instruct more than I gone thru the process.
6. Went to campus library:
Purpose - Borrow 'Statistics for Pharmacist by Li' from counter reserve. Read. Understand
what the HYPOTHESIS TESTING is all about.
Outcome- More confused. That book. booooo!.... ain't good.
7. Vacuumed my room! wakkakkaka...

And amazingly my face begin to shrink again... I wonder, must my food consumption be as much as what I took during last winter break for me to put on a couple of kilos? arghhhh... I wanna go back home in a good shape.

Input > Output : Gain weight
Output > Input : Lose weight
Input = Output : Maintain

I learnt that from my Physiology class.


Owh yea, this is for those people who are so paranoid bout gaining weight:
If next time you notice some increase in your weight when you are up on the bathroom scale, don't panic. The first thing that should come across ur mind is that have you done a "big investment" on that day. That contributes pretty much to your overall weight... enough to trigger you to go without proper meal for a week! So, just bare in mind that the additional weight does not meant you are getting FATter! Think healthy people! ;)

And this one... from my Pharmacy Practice class by Dr. David Kong. muahhhahhahahaha...

wHOLe-EEk-DAY(s)

Wheeeeeee!!! HOLIDAE HOLIDAE HOLIDAE!!! One week mid sem break but can't enjoy myself too much... Haven't revise any chapther (i repeat ANY CHAPTER) for this sem physio! Die die... :( sooo much unfinished tasks to be completed. bla bla bla...

hmmm... still contemplating if I should join my friends to the Tulip Farm this Friday . It is in Zone 3!... admission is about $10 per head for a group of 9. And the ticket to get me there will cost me another 12 bucks. Taking into account the time and cost, will that worth the experience? Actually I don't mind paying if I really wanna go... but just don't feel the excitement. I lurrrvvveeee flowieesssss but... just don't know why that farm didn't tempt me. hehe... prolly cos I've been dreaming to go to a place much better than that.... in my dream! haha...

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The Lay-Zieee Me...

Been sometime I didn't update my blog... I am just too lazy to do E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G. Didn't finish revising for the pharm chem tute this week. Solubility, Partition Behaviour, Liquid-Liquid System --->>> aaaaaaa... they are DISSOLVING me!!! Sooo much to read!! But actually it isn't a problem if I started early... That is just an excuse. I AM LAZY. Again, my prac this week, I got that "B" demonstrator again. :S how unlucky my group was!! Anyway, this time she's more approachable although many of us still have the negative impression towards her. Actually she isn't that snobbish... prolly she pretended to be a lil' arrogant when we asked her questions and the steps cos' she wanted us to be more independent in carrying out the experiments ourself... ;)

Lappie oo lappie...

My lappie not feeling well. Been creating probs to me since last week . Was quite sick early this week and better now. Lappie ar, do you know I missed my med chem lecture on Monday cos of you? You didn't want to wake up... so how am I supposed to go to Magdy's lecture without notes? Notty notty lappie... and amazingly you were healed by Mr.Bright's miraculous touch~~

SEXY, bay-beh!

Weeee!!! Don't know why I feel sooo good bout myself today. "I feel SEXY", bay-beh!!! wakkaakkaa... prolly a "gOooOd" hair day! Just lurrveee how my hair turns out to be today... a lil' side parting and the the hair ends are curling inwards.. yeahh.. nice. The way they settle around my face are almost purrrrfect (for me lah)... at least they dun make my face look like a ooOO))baLL((OOoo. gg. Aite, enough of my hair...

Hmmm.. lets see... owh yea, yesterday prac demonstrator was superb! A happy-go-lucky gal! Although the prac was long... but all of us were happily doing it. Was a total opposite from last week's!! hehe... and I don't even manage to spot a moment of her frowning! Thumbs up to her. ;-)



Current song : Hero, Enrique Iglesias
Current book I am reading : Statistics Without Tears

Suatu Sabtu di Dewan Malaysia, Melbourne translated from---> A Saturday @ Malaysian Hall, Melbourne

Hehe... out for almost whole day again today... went to Carnival Melbourne @ Malaysian Halls and most important is got to eat free!! wakkakkkaaa... weh, free nasi lemak, nasi briyani, nasi kerabu, nasi ayam, satay, pisang goreng, onde onde, cucur ikan bilis, TEH TARIkk!!!, n etc lahhhhh... rugi la if din go... We went at 10am and reached there around 10.30am. In the events schedule, VIP should arrive at 10.30am to give opening speech followed by dialog bersama pemimpin... but we waited till 12pm! grrrr... Malaysian le tu. But good thing is Dato' Shafie (Menteri Perdagangan) apologised for his late arrival. And pretty amazed by his ability to give speech without any script.. he went on and on to inform us bout latest on-going issues back at tanah air tercinta. Tau tau laa... politician. And if not mistaken, about 80% of his speech, pasal harga minyak melambung and upcoming budget 2006. hehe... interesting tough. ;) He's pretty down to earth. My impression towards him changed with his humbleness.

On top of all, the satisfaction of the day is the amount of food (remember they are free lerrr) we got to eat!! Felt so-at-the-home!! We sticked around till 4.30pm... because the last event was the presentation of grand prize for lucky draw -Flight ticket back to M'sia! but... memang din get la... anyhow, while waiting, some of us joined the games carried out. Don't laugh keh... I miss those games la... the last time I got to participate was during my primary skool ler... and this is a very very rare oportunity to be missed out! Summore got to play that in Melbourne... ape lagi-the so the Truly Malaysian 'Cari gula dalam tepung' and childish 'Tiup belon sampai letup' and 'Lari tiga kaki'!! wakkakkaaaa... I didn't join the first event but the second n third...The balloon that I got not good one... blew till quite big dee, terlepas... hehe... and then when the three-legged event about to start... it rained...... so last last cancelled. ;)

P/S: Since I tried to upload my pix taken @ M'sian Hall few times but it just doesn't want to appear here, I found a replacement for that... ----->> Nice eh? blek!







Proud to be Malaysian

My Happy-Becoming-20... Teng Kiu peopleee!!

Hey peopleeeeee... thank you so so so so much for the superb birthday dinner!!!! Really enjoyed myself! hehe... you guys are sOooOOooo G-R-E-A-T ... and not forgetting all my friends who had wished me (near or far). I really appreciate your thoughts and efforts in making this day beautiful! I cherish those moments... =) Luv u all!

9th September 2005--->

Special thx to (not in priority order- so u guys jangan jealous jealous la i put up whose name first, yea? I sayang all equally ) :
Freda Tan
Pauline Chew
Caroline Chua
Ong Wee Loon
Teh Joo Shin
Kho Boon Phiaw
Lam Thow Kong (hope your hand heal soon)
Tan Xuan Ni
Yew Chang Yang
Gwee Yong Chin
Tan Ai Ling
Loh Boon Hon
Chin Kheng Ying

p/s: That coffee cake coated with chocolate flakes was awesome!!! Teng-kiu to those who made it! You guys are brilliant!

And last but not least...

to the one I hold close to my heart....

Thank you so so so so much for the sweet chry-daisies!!

They are sOooOoooOoo-the-sweet!

=D

Not gonna S-I-C-K

... ... on average, I only got 5 hours sleep per day for this week. Been getting slight chills... Fell like I am "falling" sick . I don't want to fall sick!!!

Yesterday was so tiring that I went flat at 12.30am till 9am this morning. Here's my grandmother story on what happened yesterday...

7.30 am -
Woke up

8.30am -
Physiology lecture... :S That lecturer is so the-old-fashion. He has no printed notes for us and no notes to be copied from the board! Just got to take down what he said (oh ya, he din use the mic as well). And 90% of his lecture, explaination from diagrams... and and and those diagrams weren't up at WebCT. So, imagine I was trying to draw a rough diagram of a set of human teeth and the first part of the gastrointestinal tract system so that I can relate them to the notes taken! grrrrrr....

10.00am-
Pharm Practice Practical. Hehe.. made 2 extemporaneous suspensions. It was quick and fun but the tute session at the end of the prac was.... :S :S :S The demonstrator is really good and has a handful of knowledge but the tute session made all my group members so restless. The demonstrator was practically explaining every bits of the prac procedures (it is like he is giving a lecture on dispensing) until one point I was too restless that I stood up to copy what he said at the bench. hehe... Finally, my group was the last group to leave the lab (for ur info, the 2nd last grp left 30 mins earlier).

2.00pm-
LOooooooOng LOOoooOOnggg prac. I don't mind long pracs but the worst part is the DEMONSTRATOR! OMG OMG OMG.. I never ever dubbed a person as a b***h before but she really got me (not only me actually, my whole prac group members tot so before me) thinking she is a real B after she scolded my friends using the F word. What the F she thinks she is huh? They were just taking some time to figure out the best fit line... (Itu pun nak marah ke?) grrrr... so unprofessional. If she thinks the prac was loong enough to test her patience, she should think bout all of us! Anyway, she just need to monitor us... and got to sit and swing her leg at the bench. So in order to make myself to think more positively bout her, I assumed she got PMS. hehe... we have to look at the bright side of the world also rite? rite, rite?
THAT WAS THE WORST EVER PRAC ! MOST DREADFUL!!! ops... baru cakap must look at the more 'terang' side...

5.00pm-
Parkville International Students Association AGM! I was alr very very tired by then... but still got to keep myself going... tell u why aft this...

6.30pm-
Headed to CROWN

7.30pm-
Was watching my friend arguing with the security at Crown cos she was refused entry with the international driving license. Not her fault though... 1. KINGs told her we can enter with either passport, int stud id or int driving license. But CROWN casino only accept four types of self identification in which only passport was one of the 3 mentioned earlier. She wasn't satisfied so she requested to speak to the supervisor... anyway, the supervisor still refused to allow entry with the international driving license. 2. That security guy (I remember his name- GREG) and the supervisor were damn rude.

8.00pm-
Refused entry to the CROWN casino,... okok... let me tell you now (y I said I have to keep going and what about the casino that made us so the want to enter it)... we actually planned to go to the buffet restaurant IN the casino. Finally, we went to the other BETTER one instead. hehe... wondering how good was the buffet there? Check this out ----> www.sante.com.au ;)
MMmmmmmMMmmmmm...... yummy....

9.40pm-
Balik rumah

10.30pm-
Sampai rumah

12.30pm-
F_L_A____T



Actually, my throat wasn't feeling quite well day before so I was warned not to take oily, spicy and fried food... "I promised"... but the fried fish coated with crumbs was tooo tempting! wakkaakkaaa... sowwie ah...

One week old eh...

OMG... how fast another week passed by! It's Saturday again. My blog is already one week old... hehe. Few days back felt like there are so many things to be done during the weekend but now, nothing much actually. Still contemplating whether I should go to Malaysian Hall today for the Merdeka celebration onot. hmmm... those programmes itinerary do not fit well in my schedule. Going to city to grab some stuffs then head to the market. Don't think will be in time to get to Malaysian Hall to watch those performance by M'sian students. Grrrr... Heh heh.. anyway there will be food festival there.. But i heard the satay will be like 4 for 8 bucks! =/

I haven't been posting for the past few days.. :P Hmm.. nothing special happened. Just that it is end of winter and yet the weather has gone crazy! It is like the sun is shining brightly and u can feel the its heat and at the same time, the wind is blowing.. and it is so so cold... Sort of like "Pertembungan haba sang suria dan angin dingin (sangat dingin lah) di permukaan kulit hamba. " hahaha... and worst part is on wednesday, it was drizzling too.. All happened at once! How dreadful! And now i will always remember a person advice. Quoting from what that person told me,
"Dun be deceived by the sun... sun is the biggest liar I have ever met."
..., 2005

And on Tuesday, the wind was blowing at 50km/h... I was walking to my campus and lucky me that I did not gone with the wind!

Anyway, something sweeeet from Princes Park....


Photo courtesy of Kho B.P. (01/09/05)

Till then.. have a nice weekend folks! ;-)

10 mins lecture!

hmmpphhh... don't know why am i so so tired today. I was practically dragging myself out of bed at 7.30am. 6 hours sleep shud be enuff.. but my whole body was just so heavy. Went for 8.30 lecture, but it was on only for 10 mins!!! haizz... d power in the main building was down... so slides can't be projected. duh!! grrrrrrr... nvm nvm. I will just treat it as a morning walk around d park (20 mins + 20 mins). Good for my health! hehe...

Monday bluez :(

Grrrr... goin to be a tiring day today. Lectures from 10 to 3. Have physio group discussion in between lunch break, prac test from 3 to 4 and.... :( PISA meeting at 4.30. sad sad. Dunno what time will come home...

23 degrees today and where am i?

Had a good night sleep. At least I didn't woke up with aching back and neck. Mmmmm... it's 23 degrees today. Such a beautiful day accompanied by occassional breeze... pretty strong somehow... nice... But I'm stuck here in my room *grin* Got physiology task to be completed and have med chem pracs to be reviewed! Hey people, wish me luck for my prac test tmr, yea! Although it will just be 20 MCQs. hehe... ;)

When it is just not yours...

Have soft spot for Casio Film Watches. Featured all my desired requirements...

#1 Digital

#2 Not round faced

#3 Unique Display

#4 Alarms

#5 World time

Gotten one. Been around for two and a half year...

Mine's pink... sounds too girly? no choice. Malaysia only has those with green and pink strap.

And been eyeing this another model for sometime... black n sleek, elegant, cool design.. take a look... but but but............... :(

Not sold in Malaysia. Tried to contact M'sia Casio Sole Distributor. No respond. Sad thing is... the website that featured this watch indicates that it has been sold out the last time I checked it. Too late. *sob* *sob*

Waking up on a saturday...

woke up... ... ... my head is blank ... ... ... my heart feels so empty... ... just feel like finding a place to get away... blog? yea, it has been in my head for a while. I'm just too lazy to get one. But came to think about one day, I could start reading those voices from my heart, flashing back those sweet and bitter moments... why not?
...this is my first ever posting...

*text alert*... ???... a blank sms received... what is the person trying to tell me?...

Current song: Never too far ~Mariah Carey~